These notes were found in a notebook somewhere in the resident of the Dearest family.
The fingerprint marks seen on the notebook's cover and the handwriting of the notes has been confirmed to belong to Boyfriend himself, though his fate after writing these notes is still left unknown.
Please read with caution.
DAY 1
hello. my name is boyfriend. i cannot speak like i used to, so i'm writing down these notes. my throat still fucking hurts and my mind feels different today. i don't know if i can continue this mission any further. coming back to this foundation was a mistake.
DAY 2
went outside today. the rays of sun on my skin feels warm and nice. i feel good. girlfriend made some PB&J sandwiches to cheer me up. i love her so much, and i hope she still loves me back.
DAY 3
i remember those days when we would go to the mall. it was pleasant. music playing through the place and random strangers pass by while me and girlfriend hold hands. we don't really buy anything except for maybe some new clothes, donuts, and toys that we both think looked goofy and stupid. i loved those days.
DAY 4
sometimes i wonder how ritz is doing. we don't really see each other than much anymore ever since i became an agent at this foundation. the last i saw of him was when i saw him jumping from one building to another and he looked so fucking cool... i think i even have video footage if it somewhere! i don't feel like looking for it at the moment. maybe when i have time.
DAY 5
another trollge appeared at some random girl's house, and GF's going to investigate the scene. fuck, i feel useless again. my throat still hurts and i still cannot speak. why did i come back.
DAY 6
A drawing of a young boy is sketched onto the paper.
DAY 7
The page was left blank.
DAY 8
i've been taking singing lessons with daddy dearest. i think my throat's starting to get better but it still hurts. everything hurts. my voice doesn't sound the same anymore.
DAY 9
resting on my bed. tomorrow is another day.
DAY 10
The page was left blank.
DAY 11
A drawing of a Trollge with an arrow pointing to an "Angry Faic" is sketched onto the paper.
DAY 12
A drawing of a wilting flower is sketched onto the paper. The words "WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY FUCKING LIFE" is sketched around it.
DAY 13
i can't help but feel like no one really cares for me anymore, and if i disappeard no one would bat an eye. i feel useless watching my friends help with all these missions while i'm just here staring at my phone watching people argue on twitter. the voice inside my head keeps telling me that i'm a useless piece of shit. i don't know if this is an effect from the TP cells, but i sure fucking hope it isn't.
DAY 14
does she still love me?
DAY 15
i am such a failure. the first mission i go to and i end up like this. i don't even know if the child i was protecting is fine. fuck this, i'm going to check on him tommorrow and hope that he's fine. he better be fine. my throat still hurts, but i don't care anymore. i need to know if he's fine
DAY 16
im sorry im so so sorry
DAY 17
The page was left blank.
DAY 18
The page was mostly left blank.
The letter "A" can be seen at the upper left corner, suggesting that Boyfriend was going to write something on this page, but never finished it.
DAY 19
Handwriting is almost unintelligible, but upon further inspection the notes read:
"the voices keep tormenting me"
DAY 20
Handwriting is slightly more intelligible than the previous note. it reads:
"girlfriend left me to go on a mission she probably fucking hates me now"
The rest of the notebook's pages are ripped off.